Tuesday, January 3, 2023
2:19 PM
Second sleepless night this year.
— squinty eye old guy, rubs his dry eyes
— picks up without reading the briefing…
Edgy/like/as punctual appointed time,
call to all the points once made, perfect
waiting for…
you know, that -sense of time control- selah
make up your mind to finish the course,
back off the canvas, sight down – sit, sight see
across time to when the law was given power,
live for the other day, look this way from then, see
nothing. {No body, no ghost, just us superstations, see?}
Free opinions as to why we love to lie, leasing, same thing,
pretend you own… the trending conversation starters,
Radio, man, when we had radio, oh, we listened, oh, we did.
‘S how we made things right.
We imagined ’em. Perfect.
From the git–go,
knowledge is power, and the whole truth, which
I was expected very early, to be able to tell, under oath.
I had pledged aliegiance under God, in 1954.
So help me God.
Voltaire and Ben Franklin tutored me
in being old and right.
It’s a long time, between old and young,
and oldest, by right, go first into each unknown next ifity.
What we are, there is a Greek word for… Ethos, IDme, I am
po-i-esis suppressed since I was a child.
Prior to prophets were seers, and sayer-singers, too.
Wild born, in the desert east of the river
remembering first instances of believing my teacher,
Bonnie Owens, quite possibly proud
of knowing Garry, Owens,
as played for Custer, we are told,
I was always a cowboy…
with war fighter grand daddies
back to the revolution,
but nobody owned land for a whole generation.
We’ packed up and moved every time the taxman came.
Then there was that Social Security CCC Bridges and Dams Deal,
Things change… mind awanderin’ up old gullies,… sitting here,
going nowhere, just waiting, rethinking my excuse acceptance.
When … ever… how long have you known one thing you believe?
First Grade.
She told us of the historical experiment we were.
From sea to shining sea, this land is your land,
this land is my land… we, the people who declared
we hold certain truths self-evident… nowadays, 2023,
David Barton practically calls the document scripture,
proving America’s Godly Heritage…
– Jesus told us to turn the other cheek–
– and love our fellow man, but not all men are good fellas.
– King George, for example what he done to the Puritans,
included in the Declaring Wedom, so, he done to us
He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us,
and has endeavoured
to bring on the inhabitants
of our frontiers,
the merciless Indian Savages,
whose known rule
of warfare,
is an undistinguished destruction
of all ages, sexes and conditions.
From https://www.archives.gov/founding-docs/declaration-transcript
Did you ever think about the exclusion, who was in the We?
Who was not? The representative we, those are actually
Land owning white men on record as doubting not
a personal need for salvation from iniquity. That we never had me in it.
Those who find gentle too weak to meet in battle, miss the mark.
This is the arena, this mind, the calling-in of all our idle words,
what do we mean, we, the people. Here, in this document,
this poiesis proof, goofless, gadfly reason to win, as in war.
We, the sapien models modified with 5G tehkne,
from the topmost branch of the mighty tree of knowledge,
— suggested allusion, Ezekiel’s riddle,
fruit taken when green,
gives a body belly ache. Learn
– swallow milk, chew cheese
– drink blood if you must
– hold your magic true.
the whole truth learned at once, is too much. True. Too true,
but so it is, we notice,
life has been like this, sense we first took the time to notice.
We are a whole clade ontologically linked in thinking new ways,
longer than any generation in any nation ever to leave a Kilroy tale.
This is the final draft. Real Life, happy or ignorant, ai, aight, we
the people in the actual wind generated by bitcoin mines.
SSSSSSSSS
Hot air rises, Boyle’s law. The weapons we use never lose. You
understand,
the grand idea to see the earth from the moon, we, did that.
That we, my we, the people who built the dams and bridges,
the people who caught the chickens at stage four Tyson Farms.
Sow and reap. But see, we live long after war was put in charge.
The whole we on earth, see, we all live on that one planet,
and only a superstitious mind can hold true
that war was ever God’s idea for my children to fight with.
I got a mind, a military mind, custom fitted to my task.
I was made into a crypto-savvy paper tape punching
authority, issuer of commands… that was me,
Radioman, mad since 16 MAR 68.
Or a few month’s before, but the damage, if it was,
was fed in five letter random pattern code dit dah dits,
for a month or two, that changes a sapien, you know,
what is a pre-fully myelinated brain user called?
A child.
Madness as the message clashes with the call,
We hold these truths to be self-evident,
that all men are created equal,
that they are endowed
by their Creator with certain
unalienable Rights,
that among these are
Life, Liberty
and the pursuit of Happiness.–
From https://www.archives.gov/founding-docs/declaration-transcript
that all men, including the formers of Amerca’s formal exclusion
of folks
from other castes as the great game made
to breed to bear up under a life as a bread-winner,
or, next class up, a bread earner, yeh,
bread earned with the sweat from your brow, yeahhhh
wipeout,
make a sparkle catch the eye, and go aesthetic, hookt
to a reason,
it must be the season, she’s keeps me hanging on….
I glanced left ———-
saw
Boxcar on a siding as that train passed,
I was thinking– after school TV
I Led 3 Lives
(also known as I Led Three Lives)
… an American drama series syndicated
by Ziv Television Programs
from October 1, 1953, to January 1, 1956.
The series stars Richard Carlson.
The show was a companion piece
of sorts
to the radio drama
I Was a Communist
– for the FBI,
which dealt with a similar subject
and was also syndicated by Ziv
from 1952 to 1954.
— Narrator, this year, the plan is to continue
becoming softer, more pliable.
Soluble, soul stirring emulsifier, if I were you
would I wonder if men ever were trained up
to become the top most fruiting twig,
on a tall skinny tree,
at the edge of Borrego, on a blustery day,
January,
very childish indoors day, fine time for sorting
— Barry Rudd inspired me, we had similar up bringing.
He starred as the Bought Child, in the novel after Hiroshima.
Google it yourself, the question is not on this test.
This not a test/
onces in stacks of sem-sem balance –
similar resembles seminal effectuality… spit
an image from Radio Days, nod at the Jewish kid.
We came of age under the New World Order, real
post- proof. E=mc {average} speed, squared,
to allow right angles and point to point vectored
letters letting us determine how fine, is the standard
How are you answer, off the top
o’yer head?
Over..-. – ,- {kachinasneeze} Signal fragments
in diamond dust.
Fixin’ t’storm I reckon
https://www.kenhub.com/en/library/anatomy/the-myelin-sheath-and-myelination
Book. Book meant go as fast as you can,
and I don’t know why,
it does not matter,
you can relate, if
you ever felt the need to do it, get
away clean, be
been gone before
the will to imagine anything but now,
some how… in the set of all ways,
one how come this way and had this mind
I made up. Now.
Right now. Be
cause I can I thought and did, when I was
a kid that got set free to run in the desert.
Right, I am one of those who knows,
I got fully let loose, some versions include
this scarlet thread that led ya’ll.
So far so good, chthonic branches, holy,
truly, where would life be
without mushrooms.
No joke, yoke, make y’laugh, be real.
U know, or you do not know, and this
is not a test/
this is life as a reader of such clues in blues,
as may have been missed,
while you were attending to the trending
hairstyles and advertising innuendo,
using words your parents never learned
to resist… buy bonds.
Buy Magazines from little marketing leaders.
It does jump around, living things do that, that’s
right, non-chirally, but
you know…
there is a built in favorite hand. The other ones,
those are not wrong hands, right?
We get our head on straight, as Yuval-level Sapiens
with any smart phone under the canopy
of the everlasting cloud of unknowing,
with free wifi at mcdonalds or any competitor.
Find the answer, or stop asking questions. DO NOT LIE.
Life is open book. The best answers are free.
You pay attention, what’s that worth, these days?
We the native species, born for such a time,
oldest, most literate, most post firsts ever lived through,
we the people on earth, with access
to the tree, U know, ask and accept or seek more,
we get to the bottom
and we know
– we can do this, with silent radio shows –
we get to do this for ever, in my imagination…
me and you, we watched alotta news grow old.
